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wow i am ridiculously behind right on posts right now, been quiiite busy over on my end, heres some things i have to share with you all...

-Toy Story 3 is AMAZING. i was tearing up since im at the same point in my life haha
-graduation was thuuursday

-prooom was last night and CHIRST what a morning haha, over all though it was SUPER fun, but i think i may have destroyed my feet for good this time haha, tell you about it later though when more pictures surface on facebook

but throughout this whole week...
my ears have been ringing constantly.

i finally went over across the ontario-quebec border to go clubbing in hull because some friends invited us... first time clubbing haha, and the music was pretty alright! electro is in and im very happy about that

but now the biggest concern in my life and now a big fear of mine is going deaf.
i already cant hear past 8khz when all my friends can hear up to 15-17khz, and this inst the only time my ears have rung for a week... last summer after the last day of the local music festival here and after 12 hours of concerts and front row at the Yeah Yeah Yeahs finale my ears rang for OVER a week, well actually only one...

but this time im really concerned since its both... it seemed like it was getting a lot better, but after after prom last night theyre ringing loud again... im so worried, my father always tells me to wear ear plugs at shows, but i really dont want to, guess ill have to though if i want to keep my hearing intact... im just pissed that i destroyed my hearing by going to a club with so-so music and now itll detract my concert going experience for all the music i actually care about...

i cant even imagine going deaf or blind im so scared XD

but heres what i wore to THE CLUUUB, my MONDRIAN DRESS!!! and also to some random art galleries with my mom [i think i actually enjoy performance art, am i feeling alright?], but yes, also took my new shoes out of test drives on these two occasions... but yes, i looove the original YSL dress, love that 60's silhouette and Mondrian is definetly ones of my favourite artists of all time

i actually was lucky enough to see this beauty in person last year along with many many many YSL looks throughout the years, great stuff great stuff!

but i got this cheapy 15 dollar knock off in New York City last summer and it did used to be the classic sac silhouette, but this fabric didnt allow the full affect, too flowly. so i let this dress it around for a year in my closet, but decided to finally take it in since it had no hope of being what it was supposed to be, makes a GREAT party dress, attracts the right crowd haha

sorry for so many pictures still trying to find the perfect way to take some full body shots...

[dress from Strawberry in NYC, tights&bracelet from my mom, shoes from Spring, necklace from a flea market]

summer is finally here and no more school forever, well high school that is. think its about time i maybe possibly get a friggin job maybe....?

[theres too much text in this post.]

shoesshoesshoesshoes

these are the shoes i got for prom/after prom/i needed some good black high high heels haha

so... theyre exactly what i was looking for in every way... and i may or may not have gone a little crazy with the pictures?

[shoes from Spring]

exhale

um...

I'M DONE HIGH SCHOOL FOR EVER!

yup.

so a couple of posts ago i talked about my art installation for art class...

and now i have some nice pictures of the big triptych at the top, it is called exhale

acrylic on three 16 by 12 inch canvases

so i have about a million days worth of content to put up here so bare with me guys

have i ever mentioned...

my straight hair is a lie?

i probably have right?

grammar.

[Edit: and after everything there would STILL be a typo IN THE TITLE, just terrible.]


soo new question today...


"Are you dyslexic or just reeeeeally bad at spelling and grammar?"

"Let's just say I'm always trying to type to fast for my own good, and I end up tripping over all the keys and making about a million typos along the way, haha
But naw, I'm pretty damn good at spelling and grammar, when I need to be. I obviously don't care enough about the net to read anything over really, though I should. I'm sure it bothers a lot of grammar nazis... but I'll try to make a special effort, just for you :)
And no, I'm surprisingly not dyslexic :D
 (I read over this one just for you as well)"


So what do you guys think?

Should I take the time to type out these posts properly?
Should I actually pay attention to what I'm typing?
Should I read them over?
Should I use capital letters?
Should I use apostrophes? [Please don't make me]
Should I stop using square brackets and use the proper ones?
Should I use to spell check option?

How far can I let my grammar slip until I'm going to start pissing people off...?

so much work, just wanna put up pictures and not have to say anything haha

feel free to ask a question of your own by clicking [here]
or by typing it in the little box on the side bar
thanks for all the questions everyone!

just a quickie

just drew this for my bff's yearbook

yes. we read HRO haha...

im going to have to draw everyone some better pictures now haha

im flyyying, but im still on the ground.

last week of highschool guys! [well and a half day monday... and 2 exams..., but close enough!]

so things have been busy busy busy finishing everything up, so i wont have much to post, maybe, i dont know, its always hard to tell... all my outfits will be repeats since i like to wear my only my favourites for the last days of the year haha

in art news, I HAVE SO MUCH ART. I need to get it all up here some how! but here are my issues, theyre either...
-paintings on canvases
-images that are too large to scan
-sculptures or have 3D elements
-digital images that were made in flippin piece of shit QUARKXPRESS F U, that can only be converted into pdf's, no jpegs or nothin'... I have printed copys of those as well, but too big for the scanner...

for real, does anyone know how to make a PDF file an URL? i see this a lot of the net, but how can it be done!

but heres a lil' installation we had to do for out art summative, we could bring in some pasts works for it as well...

I look stubby :(

[shirt from Zara, jacket&pants&headphones from UO, necklace from a flea market]

if i could even begin to tell you how much hell i get about how those pants are disintegrating, but i aint giving them up! ill just keep sewing those holes lmao

also those headphones are BROKEN! fffffffffff myyyy liiiiife, im quite pissed off, first a problem with the end of the wire which could be fixed my just turned it, but now the other headphones wire is messed up where it connects to the speaker, christ man!

and i dont even flipping care next trip to MTL or TO im going straight to UO and getting me some nouveau pair of the same ones, i just love 'em too much! i swear to the lord ill take better care of them this time!

also i finally got a prom dress, still on the hunt for shoes though... ill wait til i get some official looking prom pictures [zomg!], but ill im gonna say is that is was hella expensive. :S :S :S

alrighty then... guess well see if anything gets up in the meantime... [meantime? is that really the correct expression, looks so wrong....], but for now its back to running around with yearbooks...

also, got any questions for me? because i've got answers!
ask me anything you want here: [formspring]
or type any question into the handy dandy little box on the sidebar
thaaaank you for all the qestions ive already receieved! interesting ones with interesting answers i will post up heeerrree

adds character

so ive had these disguting yellow tights sitting around forever, and i always loved the pattern but i dunno... sometimes i dont know how i feel about yellow tights... though i did used to wear them a lot, i had issues with tights that are flesh tones...

anyways. i soaked them in bleach for basically a whole night and yay! just what i wanted, theyre now a nice cream, but sadly i'm an idiot and got some bleach on my  fave blue sweater, which turned white in a matter of seconds. ffff my liiiife, s'all good though, adds character... right?

still worth it, here they aaarrree:

[dress from H&M, tights from Winners bleached by me, socks&sunglasses&necklaces from fleamarket, shoes from UO]

so i tried out putting the timer on... ill figure this out guys dont worry lol, i'd make someone do it for me... but itd be inconsistant... plus i'm always all prestine and fresh in the morning, these humids days have been killer on the hair.

when i grow uupp

alright so 3 days ago, may 31st, was avery special day...

BECAUSE I GOT TO OPEN MY 10 YEARS OLD TIME CAPSULE!!!

i made it in Brownies when i was like 7...? Do they have Girl Guides in the states? but
yes. that was fun.

its a soap box by the way...

so heres the majority, school pictures of me and my brother from 1999, im 7 and in garde 2, hes 10 and in grade 5, pokemon stickers to remind myself that it was popular, girl guides membership, note i wrote to myself, holagraphic sticker that changed from 1999 to 2000, millenium quarters and a penny because its Brownies, sticker that says I DID IT!!!, bracelet i made for my futur self.

so precious.

awww, i'm good at handwriting too!

there was also a sweet ass kazoo and a lil canadian pin

and this was on the back of the pokemon stickers

so there you have it, a box that was unoepned for 10 years! i am now left wondering what to do with it... Im thinking of putting more things in it and waiting another 10 years haha, i guess we'll see...

also would add an outfit to this post but its pretty long as is, save some for later Agustus.

also i found a prom dress... might exchange it though i had a hair time picking between 2...

nobody understands anything

favourite song of the moment, along with its awesome video which is composed of clips from a 1966 Czech movie called "Daisies" which i must hunt down.

"Rimmel" by Cécile & Venice [download here]





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so looks like my posts per month just keep decreasing... i need to step it up haha...

but anyways its been hella hot around here so.. AH! bare legs??? actually i just couldnt find my lace tights that day... what are you gonna do eh!?

[love you unecessary zippers]

[shirt&shoes from UO, shorts from Winners, necklace form a fleamarket]